Why am i facing all this pain. I m not happy & i'm super duper down feel like crying every single moment but i still got to put on a fake smile. No one i can share my trouble with cos i don wan them to know all this thing. Feel like saying good bye to this world, but i cant cos i really treasure those days i have. When i think of the promises you made to me i felt that i m nothing to you. I hate this me i hate this thoughts that i have now. How i wish time really fly cos i now we all can return back to the past, what is done cannot be undone. All i can do is to look forward. My tears are dropping while i'm typing this post. Can anyone help me.. i don wish to let go of the past alt it hurts! Cos that's all i have & the best moment in my life....