yoz! year 2007 is goin to end le! hmm.. let's welcome year 2008 together hao ma!? haha=x time pass pretty fast huh! O.o hee hee.. lookin back wat i have done.!? erm.. from e begaining of e year i'm still a part-time crew in CJ, after tat converted to a full-timer as a trainer in CJ.. at e mid of e yr i went to malaysia as a star team to train ppl over there n learn to set up stores overseas(: after i came back from malaysia i have attended service course by our company.. n was awarded wif "silver service award".. hahaha wat a borin life hor=x (everything is abt CJ)

A special THANKS to all of u in year 2007!?=x
1st: MABEL GOH=D
firstly i would like to thanks my beloved laogong.. mabel GOH(: she has been a true fren for me! lovin me n care for me all times. don ever think tat u r nothing to me. U r e most important one to me! without u i really don know wat my life will b=x i remembered tat when i broke off wif ezra u r always there for me! u r e one tat accompany me everyday n encourage(: whenever i cry.. u alway lent me ur shoulder. whenever i need help.. u will b there. whenever i have been bully by others.. u will not leave me alone. NO MATTER WAT! u r my hao laogong! hahaha always love u more den a fren.. love u more den a sis! hee hee.. wish tat ur relationship wif *** will b BLESS!!!! take care^^

2nd: DILLON n AARON(:
baobei.. thanks for all ur care! alt we know each other less den a year or less den 1/2 a year. but e times tat we spend together is e most precious times! we bulid up our trust n frenship within a month.. i cherish u 2 as my real didi.. lovin u 2 always=D i love e way ur call me DAJIE! hahaha=x n don worry tat i'll forget ur after u all r not workin le.. i'm old le but i'm not old untill will forget e 2 of u la=p hmm.. anyway do take care of urself huh! school reopen le.. pls pls pls.. ur mus CHIONG for studies ok!? no more gaming!!! wahaha=x in year 2008 mus b guai guai oh!=D

3rd: REVONDA n REBECCA^^
lalalalala.. dear babes! hahaha=x alt we seldom meet out in 2007! i still love u gals ok(: u 2 r my best sis.. when i tot of singing.. it will reminds me of rebecca n revonda=x still remembered e days we when singing for e whole day! hahaha... n one thing i love(: SHOPPING!!! hee hee.. we must meet up real soon ok!? let's go for a crazy shoppin!!!! hahaha.. rebecca! ni shi xing fu de=x revonda! in year 2008.. let's jiayou oh! hahaha.. LOVE^^

4th: LI XINHUA=x
HEY U!!! hahaha.. thanks dear for all ur love! hee hee.. u take care of me n listen to my troubles when i look to u! when i broke off wif ezra.. i m totally break down): no mode to work! jus don feel like doin anything! hahaha but thank GOD! there's a xinhua there to entertain me=p cheer me up! we use to slack outside after work.. hahaha love chattin wif u from nite till mornin(: hahaha think there will b lesser chance le ba=p cos u found ur mr rite le! hee hee.. pei him more important! ni yao xing fu oh!=D take care my dear!

5th: GABRIEL n YANPING!
tu di.. xie xie ni men.. shifu wont forget to thanks u all de=D hahaha.. alt ur always do different station wif me.. but tell ur something! if there's no gabriel n yanping in CJ tat means tat there's no laugher in CJ=x ni men shi wo de hao tu di oK! wish tat ur will find ur goals in year 2008! hahaha.. wo men yao yi qi jia you oh=D

6th: NICHOLAS LEE.M.K-.-
wei.. uncle! ops=x hahaha.. finally remember to post for ur blog le huh!? don think tat nobody will go n read ok!! haha.. i'll b e first to read! sister!!! haha u mus take care of ur health ya! e whole week c u chiong for work.. scare u will fall sick leh=p ur schedule worse den mine lor=x hmm.. anyway thanks for makin me laugh like mad n pei me sing whenever we r workin in kitchen together! xie le(: erm.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha 2 more days!!!

ops! haha alot of u i wan to thank!hmm.. i want to give a biggest HUGSS TO MY FAMILY!!! miss my popo!

MY WISHES FOR 2008!:
1. wish tat popo's health conditon will b better! tat my biggest wish for 2008!
2. daddy n korkor wont quarrel le=x
3. mummy wont work so much(:
4. wish tat i'll found my mr rite in 2008! ( i want to get married b4 25! )
5. wish to study in accounting!
6. pay increase
7. wish to celebrate my bd n christmas in 2008!
8. friends n family stay happy n xing fu(:
9. wo yao bian mei
10. stay happy! hahaha.. simple ba??
(above was all e wish tat i jus make)=D

p.s: i'm a ordinary girl. i'm not perfect! i love to b who i am(: simply love my family n friends around me. i believe in fariy tales. i believe tat there will b a prince tat comes into my life n save me. ppl always say i m stupid. mayb i am one! i rather b e one tat get hurt den being e one tat hurt others! love me for who i am.! no point for u to choose ppl by how they look. cos u will never know tat someone is also choosin you!

♥ 3:25 AM

hee^^ jus came back from work(: was havin fun at work today! i was workin in kitchen wif jiajun, weeguan, wenyuan n tudi yanping!!! me doin cook wif jiajun=D huray.. haha finally can do cook le. so borin at cashier lor! bleh=p n there's 2 fryer today.. weeguan n tudi=x n of cos i wont forget my gd helper.. wenyuan!(: hee hee.. whenever ah yeo is not around we will become noti le=p e kitchen seem to b a playground for us! yeah! singing, jokin n laughing all e way from mornin to closin! hmm.. if lao di they all was there tat will b even more FUN ba! hahaha=x actually closin i should b closin T-line de. but tat ke ai de "fu jiajun" still not sure how to wash charbroiler! so i take over him(: help him pre-close le. ard 9.50pm i start to wash charbroiler.. shi xinku de lor.. so long nv wash le. i always teach ppl only.. hai): shi heavy de lor=x hmm.. but i still wash v fast ok!(: wahahaha.. bhb hor=p finish at 10.50pm! overall we all do closin v fast today! yeah.. *clap*clap* hee hee..

oh ya.. nicholas lee.m.k!!!! comment for u: pls go n cut ur hair la=x it's difficult to style lor.. always ask me to style for u de. next time i'm gonna charge u le=x hee hee..birthday comin le hor! hahaha.. u oso old liao ok.. so stop sayin me old le=x


p.s: lalalala.... LOVE U GUYS!(: nite nite!

♥ 1:20 AM

oh yeah! haha change song for my blog again(: i heard this song last nite.. found it nice! hope u guys love it too=x chirstmas is over): hmm... huray! new year is comin! love it^^

歌手: 温岚 , 曲名:傻瓜

♥ 9:35 PM

haha jus reach hm ya! hee.. was stayin over nite at dillon's chalet. indeed i didnt slp at all. haha was chattin wif my laogong e whole nite. girls are always like tat. hahaha=x got alot of things to say. reach chalet ard 9.30pm.. was walkin a long way to find tat place.. hmm anyway i love walkin so it's ok(: at first lao di tot tat i m not goin le. haha disappointed ba!? hee.. don worry i promise le i would go de. hmm sorry for keep u all waitin): i m not feelin well so i slp le den went for e chalet de.. know wat.? i took 6 panadol a day. siao! haha.. when i reach there, lao di they all was shock! callin.. DAJIE!!! haha.. thanks dillon for ur "Hashima"(: i'll finish eating de.. muacks^^ hope u like e presents i bought too! now a days it's always raining.. u all much take care ok.. don play in e rain hor. sch is goin to reopen le.. don let urself fall sick! don let dajie tanxin hor): hmm really worried for u all la.. all e kids stayin in e chalet-.- anything mus call me ok!? at last.. hai zi men yao xiao xin oh! do enjoy urself! hee^^

♥ 9:37 AM

oh LORD! i pray tat "someone" will always b safe n happy. AMEN!

hahaha.. i m so useless.. fall sick again): luckly i m off today so tat i can slp more.. hmm but later i'll still go out at nite. gg to dillon's chalet(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH! haha.. one yr older le. don worry wor.. jie jie still older den u lor=p hee.. hope u would like e present i give u! at last i pray for my health condition.. my health is weak.. i hope i'll recover soon! i don wan to fall sick again le. very xin ku lor): rachel lim gonna die soon T.T bb-.-

♥ 3:36 PM

thanks dear for sendin me hm. love ya!(: i m totaly pissed off! jus recevied a call from a guy tat i don know lor.. sian.. i tot my didi call me so i pick up e call. cos there's no number! in e end i have been disturb by him.. i didnt saw him b4 n don know who he is! he ask me to guess who he is!? siao lor.. he said he saw me b4 n know where i'm stayin cos he live near to my hus. he asked me alot of questions.. he's bian tai de lor.. questios like.. am i attached? how many ex bf i got? how close did i get wif all my bf? am i a V? and all those er xin de thingy lor.. he kept askin me to give him a chance to b my bf n give him a chance to get close wif him.. he really irritates me! jus now he asked me to go his hus.. if not he will cm up to my hus! wa liao.. sian lor.. this kind of ppl oso have! i m damn angry lor.. but i don dare to scold him.. can u find someone as stupid as me! cryin on e phone n say no to tat guy! stupid rite!? i know i am! he's not e first one tat say those er xin thingy to me. i m really disappointed wif guys! y i cant find e one tat love me for who i am! i m sorry ok! i m not tat kind of girl u all wan! i m not a bitch! u guys r makin me felt cheap by talkin wif ur! wat r ur thinkin abt? i don understand lor); i m jus a ordinary girl lookin for ture love! cant u all understand! i jus wan a simple relationship tat last forever ok!!! don come n tell me i look sweet ok!! cos i felt myself UGLY lor.. if u r goin for looks.. u can find other pretty babes ok!? y it always happened to me? now i'm really scare i don dare to walk out of my hus lor.. somemore i always came back from work very late.. i scare he will wait for me at my blk.. tat guy say he will wait for my ans untill i say yes! stupid! pissed off! sian.. e one tat i love is alway givin me a cold shoulder.. those tat i don know always look for me. arhhh.... sian lor.. sometimes i really hate myself so much! Y CANT I HAVE A LONG LASTIN LOVE!? do u love me? or u don?

♥ 2:06 AM

e whole nite i didnt slp at all.. now i m very tired. after bloogin i shall get some rest b4 i go for work. celebratein christmas!? hahaha.. no! wat i do is workin): i m worried for someone tat's y i don dare to slp. alt i'm v sure tat he wont call me. but i still don dare to close my eyes. hope he's feelin better now. hmm.. jus received a msg from ah yeo.. she ask me to work at 3 instead of 12. haha. ok! tat's better. i can get more rest. hai.. i think i'm gonna fall sick again le.. havin fever now): weak! hmm.. i shall stop here. it's time for me to slp. yeah!(:

♥ 9:00 AM

yeah! schedule was out! hee.. tml workin 4-12. tues 12-12): wed OFF! thurs PH! hee^^ fri n sat 12-12.. sun 4-12. hmm.. a lonely christmas again): sian.. haha nvm.. i'm hopin for a better chirstmas next year! by tat time i should resign le ba.. hahaha=x

laogong: i miss u so much): we must meet up ok!? i got alot of things want to share wif u.. i need u to listen to my troubles): i want U la.. T.T

dillon: wed i m off.. hmm don worry i'll try to go for ur chalet de.. lao di i miss u oh!(:

aaron: di.. glad to c u today.. thanks for ur concern! hee.. miss ya too(:

revonda: take care ya! merry chirstmas to u(: hahaha sorry tat i cant meet u on chirstmas!): hmm.. hope u enjoy chirsmas wif ur frens ba^^

♥ 2:16 AM

i admit tat i'm a fool! i m wrong.. i shouldnt trust u! wat did i get? nothing! total disappointed wif u.. i think i'm not e one for u! y don u tell me earlier.. y u left me cule to find out e truth.. i rather b a fool den knowin all this.. so tat i can b happiler. but now! i cant pretend i know nothing.. i hope tat we will jus end it like this. can we?? seein other gers tryin to get close to u.. i m so worried.. but i still hold on wif my trust in u.. untill i found e truth.. i know tat not only u r lying to me. all along i'm so lying to myself! hahaha wat a joke.. i m waitin for someone.. but i don know wat he is thinkin.. i m tired of guessin n waitin.. i wish to get e answer i wan! fear of losing him! fear of being treat as a fool again! i know tat i m thinkin too much.. but all this is true.. i don dare to fall.. can i rely on u? can i share my happiness wif u? i m still thinkin.. i think i love u but i don know y!? there's alway a question to get a answer! i got e question.. do u have e answer? i should give myself more time.. seriously i m tired of waiting!

♥ 3:10 AM

ps CJ rock!! hahaha.. today i was gg ard every stations to work.! hee^^ alot of staff from ms come to work.. of cos got my ONG WANER! so long nv saw her le.. she's one of my best fren! n i know her since primary one!(: 12yrs of friendship! hmm.. n guess wat!? we hit our sales record again! today's sales close 7.5K!!! hmm.. it's gd! but e joy i wan to share wif is my 2 didi lor.. where r they!? so wat.. if i can push for e sales! no one will up pei my do those crazy upselling!): so wat.. if i can do a fast burger! no one nag at me n smile at me le!): n wat's so gd abt finish work early!? i'm gg hm alone): no one pei me): no more supper wif them): missed those days n hate e day! hmm.. wonder when is my next off day! gonna visit my popo(: love her!


yeah!!!! CHIRSTMAS is comin(: i love this day cos it's a season of love.. hopefully everyone's dreams will come ture! cherish each n everyone.. being love is a bless. knowin how to love is a gift from God! haha.. i know how to love others(: do u? hmm.. but i still got to work for this day! sad): i m jus workin like a slave lor.. 2yrs nv went out n celebrated my birthday! 2yrs nv went out to celebrated christmas! all i know is carl's jr.. ppl asked me where i'm gg to celebrate my birthday n christmas? i'll alway answer them i'll b workin tat day! I WAN TO GET FREE FROM WORK! next yr i'm not goin to celebrate my birtthday n christmas in CJ le. hahaha=x sian leh.. time fly! i'm gettin old le. next year 20! no more 10plus liao T.T

♥ 1:45 AM

today will b e third day workin in a enviroment without my 2 didi.. i miss them! yesterday when i was at work.. i was talkin to gabriel n jiajun abt them): whenever i'm at work, i'm always lookin foward for them to start work at 4pm. but i almost forgot tat they r not workin le): i said to gabriel:" haha.. hope dillon n aaron can work in kitchen wif me!" gabriel said:" u still dreamin ar! xiao di they all quit le!" at tat moment i really felt like cryin.. i know i miss them badly.. but i jus put on a smile n contiune doin my things! new staffs alway come in n go.. but once dillon n aaron step into my life.. it's a forever thing! no matter which station i work it reminds me e days we work together! fun n laugher r always there(: anyway hahaha life still need to goes on! so lets jia u ba^^


rachel is gonna die le): i m v tired.. i haven slp lor): after this 3 days of full shift, i think i'm gonna fall sick again le T.T (RACHEL JIA U JIA U!!!)

♥ 2:35 AM

it's mornin! haha i jus came back from e company's chalet.. i m so sleepy now. e worse thing is tat i m gonna work full shift 12-close for 3 days startin from today!): omg! wat schedule is tat! i'm e only one workin 3 days full shift! n i don understand y ur still wan me to go for chalet.. management r so cruel T.T i wanted to go hm ard 3plus de): ur know tat i m workin for e next day but ur don let me go hm=x luckily i didnt drink .. if not hahahaha.. it'll b more worse if i get drunk! -.- sad! i don dare to slp now.. i scare i'll overslept^^ hee.. i love my mammy so much!=x i told her tat i didnt eat anything for e whole day! i'm starvin T.T she cook porridge for me!!! hmm.. yummy!(: thanks mammy! hee.. hope i'll feel beta after a bath=D


rachel.. JIA U! 3 DAYS TO GO! yeah!!!!(:

♥ 6:47 AM

hmm.. today i gonna blog earlier.. n go to sleep before 12am! if not someone will kill me!=p hee^^ tml i m workin from 3-11pm): sian-.- after work still need to go for company's chalet): so tiring! n it's borin too!): all e bosses r there.. edwin they all sure will ask me to drink de.. i m a poor drinker! jus a glass can make me drunk): hmm.. lao da don worry wor.. i promise u le! tml i wont drink even a single drop=D hee.. i'll b guai de(:


16/12/2007 (sunday)=D:
yesterday was aaron, dillon. darren n elvin's last day workin in CJ): other den cryin n lookin at them i don kw how n wat to say! ever it's jus a short period tat we spended together.. e memorise tat we shared can nv b replaced! n i really treat dillon n aaron as my real didi(: i love n dote on them more den myself.. i still remember e first time e two of them called me dajie(: i m really touch.. i know tat ur also care for me.. it's really hurt! when i have accpected e truth tat u all have quit! alt we still can meet out.. but i m afraid tat e bond tat we have builded up will fade away as e time pass! i m afraid of losin e two of u! when ever i saw e two of u.. i wan to tell u all this.. but somehow i jus don have e courage to say it out! i really mean it.. when i say i love dillon n aaron(: deep in my heart there's always a place for ur! ever if i don stand a place in ur heart.. n if one day ur will forget dajie.. it's ok de. i'll always rememder there's two boy called dillon n aaron they used to call me DAJIE! T.T i'll nv regret for lovin ur! all i wan is to c u guys progressin in ur life n studies!(: don forget tat when ur need help.. i'll b there! n for darren n elvin i'm really glad to know u all(: take great care! guys u can do it for ur "N" n "O" levels de! shine for ur class! go!go!go! jia u!

♥ 11:48 PM

i miss him!=x hmm.. jus change my blog's song(: this song spells my heart.. it's meanin full de lor=p hope u guys love it! "hai shi hao pang you" by wang xin ling(:

♥ 2:15 AM

yeah! hahaha finally change my blogskin le(: thanks revonda for e help!^^i have been spendin nite to look for it. hmm.. slept ard 4plus.. hee.. oh ya! i rememeber something now(: my popo shi ke ai de lor(: early in e morin called my hus ask me funny questions=x hahaha.. popo i cant bring **** to visit u la.. we r not together le=p n tat **** is tryin to contact me! i have been avoidin him seen e day we broke up. i think jus shouldnt keep in touch wif this kind of person. guys r alway like tat.. shi qu le cai hou hui! if u really love me.. in e first place u shouldnt hurt me!): how many times i have cried becos of u T.T no ones know! i m a person tat can trust ppl easily.. n i take relationship seriously! plEASE don come to me if u r jus playin ard.. i m tired of it): hmm.. went to work at 3.. i was workin in ah yeo's shift.. cashier again): so borin! n i have been coughin for days le!!!! shi xin ku de lor when i still need to take order. sad la): at nite close T-line.. after work when hm wif lao di, darren n elvin! hmm.. i m gonna miss u guys after ur quit! sob sob T.T feel like cryin liao.. i wonder would ur still rememder this dajie anot): take care le.. bye bye! hahaha=x jia you wif studies oh! choose e rite path! no matter wat.. u all r always welcome to look for me(:

♥ 2:08 PM

yeah!=D jus came back from my shoppin trip! when down to store at 6pm meet up wif wee guan n wen yuan! hee.. they all was starin at me. do i look weird!?(: darren laugh n say tat i look like a barbie doll!!! oh no! hahaha=x e three of us went for shoppin at bugis street=) walk for few hrs lookin for dillon's bd present(: at last i bought a orange colour hand bag for myself! hee^^ actually tot of buyin something for someone de(: haha if i buy le.. how i giv it to him sia?? we finish shoppin ard 10.. i went down to ps look for my baobei while e both of them went hm(: i was helpin them to pack orders n shout for take away orders! hahaha guess who i saw!? i saw shiming leh.. he was e customer tat i shout for.. i was so shock! it has been a yr we didnt met each other.. but i saw him in CJ=D we were chattin abt e past n he commented tat i look different from e past. hee^^ he said i look much more pretty now!=p oh no! shy liao._. after closin we went down to kopitiam for supper! we were talkin abt studies.. haha but darren's n dillon's conversation was like more to debatin lor=x hmm i intend to study accountin next year! i wan to study! i really wan to... hee^^ it's gd to set goals in life.. but goals without plan tat means nothin! i m gettin old le): it's time for me to make plans! erm.. lao di u r old enough to think le(; no wan can force u to do anything u dont like! wat is rite!? wat is wrong!? u should know._. ur frens r there to encourage u! but remember tat jie will always support u! jia u oh!!! muacks(:

♥ 3:31 AM

it's rainin(: i m so sleepy now! jus manage to slp for 5hrs.. i think i'll back to my dreams after bloggin. hee^^ last nite closin was horrible!): htoo2 stay me back to help her look for missin receipts! nets was shortage by $14.30, master was excess by $14.30.. poor us!): we got to look through all 395 orders to look for e two missin receipts! T.T hmm.. finally we got it! huray(: haha it's all my fault! bleh=p i m so blur.. i saved nets under master tat's y it cant tally. hee._. once i finished up all e settlement for cashier.. htoo2 done wif her close day! it's already 12 plus! luckily wee guan n wen yuan waited for me! hee.. we went galan galan.. talk talk! was havin a great nite walk wif them! thanks for accompany(: hmm.. my eyes r switchin off le O.o i beta get somemore slp. hee.. later i'll b goin for SHOPPING!!! (:


to "someone": i know tat it's hard for u to let go of ur past! memories will always b there no matter how hard u tried to forget, it will still b there. i have been through this): it take times for me to let go n step out of my comfort zone! alt i might not totally understand how u feel rite now!? but i m sure tat u r not alone(: let e new memories take over e old ones! "someone" pls take care of urself.. cos "someone" care for u rite now!._.

♥ 11:20 AM

ohh.. haha i was doin cashier today! finally my voice was back(: hee^^ but i sound weird la-.- hua dear still laughed at my sexy voice lor): i m so glad to c laogong(: yeah! she came down to ps after sch. touch touch(: haha u miss me ba!? i xiang ni xiang dao i siao la^^ hmm.. when i was takin order there's a guy say i m cute leh! hahahaha.. BHB hor=p my lao di don believe lor):


hmm... i don care how ppl look at me! i jus care for tat "someone" how he look at me ba!? suddenly felt so lonely): alt i cant c "someone" but i hope tat he is alway doin well in everything(; hopin tat "someone" wont fall sick! "someone" will find his ture happiness! but "someone" doesnt know tat i m alway waitin for his msg! "someone" wont know tat how much i care for him! but would "someone" ever missed me!? would "someone" know how much i wish to get close to him..!? "someone" is gettin sick n weak le. i don know y i m so xin tong lor T.T even if i told him all this.. wat can i do!? "someone" don even know tat i m talkin abt him): i think i m thinkin too much le la.. hahahahaha.. bleh=p i jus don understand y "someone" is alway in my mind O.o i should stop all this b4 i get hurt ba^^

♥ 2:50 AM

this two days i was workin in htoo2's shift(: great! haha she put me as cook! yeah(: n my throat is makin me like hell.. i cant talk! nobody know wat i was tryin to say la): stupid nicholas! stop makin fun of my voice okay=p it's not funny): arhhh.. i wan my voice back la T.T work in kitchen for 2 days le.. hai.. sometimes really miss doin cashier): hmm.. frens if ur wan to look for me!? haha pls sms me ba!(:

after work dillon, aaron n i went to geylang for supper! hee^^ oh ya! dillon next time we don add chilli for e gong bao tianji le la): damn spicy lor): it's extra extra hot!=x really burns my lips sia.. after eattin.. we walk for a distances._. dillon n i was totally FULL! we walk n walk.. haha finally i vomit out everything i ate! dillon was laughin at me lor. so bad); haha still dare to laugh! he oso vomitted! hmm.. feelin beta le(: hee.. som pa! next time wont eat untill so full le T.T

♥ 3:12 AM

it's now 12.30pm. cant imagine tat i jus slept for 4hrs but still can manage to wake up! O.o i was havin a great time last nite! hee._. went for a supper n headed to east coast wif lao di(: e wind was so strong! i m freeze! we were stayin there till mornin(: haha.. lookin at those ah ma n ah gong doin taiji.. so ke ai lor(: wow! e sky was brighter(: we were sittin near to e sea-side starin at e sky lookin at those stars disappearin one by one. sun was risin.. how i wish tat e "someone" was wif me._. damn it! someone is jus too stupid to understand wat i m tryin to say): hee^^

baobei men! u all r gettin sick le): pls drink plenty of water! NO soft drinks ok!(:
"SOMEONE" pls take care! kindly avoid ur fav KFC! bleh=p

simply hope tat htoo2 wont put me outside today! hee.. my sore throat is gettin bad to worse le):
totally cant speak now! sad T.T i cant talk le... arhhhh):

♥ 12:45 PM

sorry guys! yesterday was too tired to blog): pay was out! n i am disappointed wif e pay n company! T.T i have been helpin them for 2years plus.. becos of tis company i give up alot opportunity tat other companys have given me): yes i have gain alot of experience workin in f&b. i even got my silver service award.. but i still choose to stay wif CJ. i m sick n tired of e management!): ur r always givin me false hope! i will wait till i get my bonus n leave tis company if ur r still givin empty promises): SAD! bleh=p hai.. really sian la): forget it!

hua dear sorry i think im late le ba. cos now still bloggin. hee^^.. hmm got to go le. meetin dear at 12! yeah(: finally can do some shoppin le! gonna buy lots of present(:

♥ 11:25 AM

OPS!! haha.. i m a blur sotong leh): yesterday on mc.. today should b my off day. hai.. c how stupid i m^^ last nite before i slept i still remind myself to set alarm at 9am.. wake myself up for work-.- dots... once i reach e store! ryan was starin at me.. i tot wat happened? he asked y i came for work? today i supposed to b off): omg! blur blur T.T i called ah yeo.. she nv pick up my call): think she's still in her lala land._. bo bian got to call aaron! hai.. i m old liao): workin schedule oso cant remember! sob sob.. O.o

lucky hua dear oso bo liao.. hee^^ she pei me walk walk at ps(: while waiting for my 2baobei e both of us walk ard e whole ps liao=p so sian! thanks lao di for e porridge._. hmm.. don feel like eatin much. sorry to waste ur money): paisei wor.. hee^^ ard 3plus.. send them to work liao. dear n i went hm together(: reach hm ard 4.30pm. hmm i love rainin day! i love to sit near to e window n stare into e sky to day dream. haha=p i know it's lame la.. but i felt so relax lor O.o

nite le(: online chat wif dear for few hours! she's also sian lor.. haha her bf slpin-.- dots..... tml meetin dear for work(: hmm.. tis time round! i wont b wrong le! tml i m workin at 12-close.. hee^^

♥ 9:11 PM

HORAY! feelin better le(: today finally have enough slp. awake liao.. den online chat wif qx.. hee^^ have a pleasent chat wif him.. aaron called. chat wif him awhile den he went off for work le(: hey lao di.. jie still love u oK! don think too much(: damn it! i m so stupid e clinic close at 4.30pm for dinner. but i still went down ard 4plus. sob sob T.T haha wat to do?? 7plus went down again lor=p lucky i bring my staff card along._. if not! i m gonna pay for my own medical bill): cannot cannot!! haha i m broke): hee^^ yeah! pay day comin! thurday nite gonna received my pay liao(; i promised i'll treat all xiao didi for supper! my fav"gong bao tian ji" yummy(: haha elvin don worry ok! i know u can eat ALOT de._. eat untill u r FULL. but pls don eat untill u vomit!-.- hee^^


where is my bai ma wang zi!??(:
do u love me as who im??
can u trust in me??
can u take care of me for my life??
love my weakness??
love my family??
can u b there for me.. when i need u??
._. no matter wat i'll still love u! cos u r e one tat im lOOk for!(:

♥ 9:50 PM

♥ 1:30 AM

OMG!!! sick le la): felt so giddy when i was at work! damn xinku lor T.T now more worse liao.. getin fever! vomit! hai.. die la): i feel so weak now!!! hmm.. lucky today there's not much customers.. so tat i can slack abit. hee^^ nomally i can top-up ice n ice-tea. dots.. but now!!? carry few trays oso no strenght liao): hmm.. but i die die oso will update my blog n post something de! haha.. cos someONE told me tat he will read my blog lor. bleh=p hee hee hee.. alot of things wanna ask! haha but don know how to start!? LOL_.

arrrhhhh... die la die la.. tml still got to work sia! sob sob T.T
hmm.. this few days e weather is changing! everyone mus take care of urself hor(:
don fall sick huh!! muacks...><

♥ 1:59 AM

>< yeah! lucky today i work at 6pm.. if not i m gonna late again le=x hmm i think i m gonna fall sick liao.. feel so cold all e times.. jus now once i wake up , i have already vomit for 2X le): hee.. hope i really fall sick. so tat i can get mc! bleh=p but definitely today i will go for work n i m gonna b early! i swear i wont b late for work again liao): cos ah yeo dont believe tat i wont b late again she said tat if i wont b late for work all times! she will chop down her head n let me sit on it!!!=p hahahaha^^ ah yeo!! make sure u wash ur hair n b ready to let me sit on it hhuh!!!? hee hee hee=x

.. if ur intend to quit bcos of studies! i'll encourage ur to do so(: studies always come first! i m sure if ur tell her e reasons she will let ur go.. this is only a part-time job for ur to earn money n to gain experience! if u r happy.. stay! if u r not.. leave! no one can choose a way for u(: but only u can think for urself. unhappy of work!? y!? indeed i m not happy at work too. stress! i don know when i can leave this company. if i resign!? wat can i do!? study!? not now! i don have e money to do so. but u guys different! once sch reopen.. ur will get back to study! schedule for work will b lesser..

i hope tat u guys will stay! love workin wif ur! all e joy we had(: TO lao di.. i really thank God tat ur r workin at ps.. if not i will lose 2 baobei didi T.T no matter wat! jus remember tat ur decisions will b mine decisions! jia you jia you jia you! ._.

♥ 2:41 PM

(: my heart has been filled up wif ur love! :) thanks for ur care! i'll try to hold on..but sometimes e ppl tat we love is't e one tat we really love. sometimes e one tat we couldnt get together wif might b e one tat we really love. i'll rather choose e one tat love me more den i do. it's tiring to love someone. he might not know tat u love him. he might treat u as fren or sis. wat if he know? wat if he find out? he might jus simply avoid u. tat's more worse! not even frens anymore.. at last who's e one tat get hurts! it's me! even if e relationshipe don last.): i wont b tat sad.. to prevent myself from gettin hurt again. i choose to b selfish.. i m sorry!

♥ 3:26 AM