i'm so sleepy right now. yawn~ it's already 2.10am yet u are not back. guess you must be tired too, faster finish your project than come home alright my dear. miss you so much. even if we stay together we still don't see each other much. this few days you always came home late, i'm so worried. even if i m sleepy i still don't dare to close my eyes. prepared food for you but scare that it will turn cold, so i heat up the food every hour just incase you are back. alright. alright. hah i shall stop here. to be continue...
p.s: i love you
♥ 2:16 AM
i am really clueless. what when wrong between us? in the first place i admit i was wrong, but i thought everything was fine after that. i remembered i did ring you out but in the end you didnt even contact me. i asked you what happened.? you said everything was fine, you need some time to think about some things. and when the time is right you will let me know. during that time, i was so worried i wanted to know what happened to you so much but i am afraid that you will get even pissed off if i keep on asking. maybe what i said now to you is all bull shit.! after that i did message you, i did call you. but you didnt reply any message or calls. cause in your mind you already think that this person called or message me is because there's no one she can find, her boyfriend was not with her, she's look for you to kill time while waiting for boyfriend. right? think that i have change? i don care what you think about me, how i treat you? what i can say is i really treasure the friendship we have. the way i treat you is still like a sister. i told some of my friends and even my boyfriend that there's a girl "
R" she is always more than a friend to me. she listens to my advise, she care for me, she a friend that drop her precious tears for me, she worried for me, she treat me well and of cause she loves me. i love to share things with her cause she will understand me. i was so glad when i received you message last 2 weeks if i didnt forgot, you asked me regarding job thingy right? after i reply to your question, i asked you how have you been? and you stop reply. i start to think that maybe thing goes wrong between us? why you are avoiding me? last week i called you a few times after i knock off from work, i was thinking to look for you at your work place. in the end you didnt pick my call. i did think to look for you at your work place, if i go there without you knowing i am sure you will get pissed. right? since you didnt feel like contacting me, what i can do is to update myself about you in your blog and friendster. was so surprise to see the post., totally heartbroken. i love a sister like you. having a borfriend doesnt mean that i neglect you or i dont care about you anymore. i admit that i have lesser time for you, i did went off to meet him when i am with you. that's already past. i didnt expect that you think about all those past and make you sad again. u said i am nothing to you. it's ok. till now you still mean alot to me. loves cant be compared! towards him and you! yes you have grown up. i agree with it. you have choosen to hate me. you have made you choice. tell me what can i really do?
p.s: thanks for the 3years sistership.
♥ 5:36 PM
ya right! become fatty boom boom, all your fault! hah! i shall really go on diet again. sad! but.... before i start my diet plan again i want my pizza and durian=) hahh.
hmm so tired, am so shag now! been working for the whole day. i need rest, i want to slack at home. i dont want to wake up early in the morning, i love friday! cause friday i could sleep late, wake up late, spend more time with my fat boy! heh =D 2 more days yea~
♥ 5:58 PM
bored.! no where to go, when home after work. ohh.. anyone please buy me some food.? hah! was hungry! am lazy to hunt for food too.lol how i wish to have a bowl of hot soup right now. i am craving for pizza! eat eat and eat. arhhhh...
p.s: where's my durian?
♥ 9:30 PM
hey guys! hello.. it's a freaking sunday again! haha. all this while i have been busy working here and there. as for my family matters it's always giving me more and more headach. i wouldnt wish to say it. god please help! please take away sunday for me! i just simply hate it so much. my fucking mood swing is bad on sunday! make me feel like being a loner. y? stupid!!! end it! stop! fuck off!
sorry guys ignore me please. i am just trying to vent all my bloody anger in my blog.mood=pissed off
♥ 11:07 AM
yawn~ hah so tired after so many hours of work. but after all now i felt so sweet, cos no matter how hard i have been working i'll sure see my dearest baby everyday after work. hehe so mushy sia. first time calling my "Fat man" baby.lol. congrates to us! this is my first relationship that last longer than 3months. we have been together for 3months 9days. for sure!!! you will be the one with me now and forever.! love ya!
p.s: you will always be my baby..below are some photos taken recently and also on his birthday(5th oct):
muacks!
♥ 3:05 AM
ohh it's a sunday again! i have started working at coffee club with yeo. so far everything ok! hah.. was so different when i was working at CJ. full table service needed and more things to learn. hopefully i can click along with those staff. hmm still feel so sleepy although i just wake up. last night slept pretty late. hah. anh i guess it 'sa boring sunday again!
♥ 11:42 AM
To ALL,
my boyfriend treat me very well. i can say that he is the best guy i had never met in my life. and i know that he will be the one, handing hand walk with me in this life. he will not
abandon me, he will carry me , protect me. regarding my family, it's all my brother's fault. something happened which my mom listen to his craps and end up ignoring me. my parents agree to let me stay over his house.
when the day i move my things out. my dad still told me"please take care of yourself, and
dont mess up
weiliang's place. as they treat you well, be good to them. papa will see you when
i'm free." when i stepped out. dad saw
weiliang,
weiliang promise to my dad he will take great care of me. my dad smile. my heart bleed, i love them. it's just that i
dont understand why? what had i done wrong to my bro? why he treat me like this? no one understand this kind of feelings. i am now under my boyfriends protect and his 100% care, for sure i am save and bless. he is the greatest gift God have given to me. as for me, i fail to be a good girlfriend again and again. i take him for granted, i
dont want to lose the feeling of being care. i
dont want to lose the feeling of being protect. i do hate myself. cause i am so damn selfish, i fear of losing. i had never felt so loved and protected before. boyfriend is the one the only one who can give me all these.
some more now i have lose me family. i
didnt mean to show attitude.. i know i am bad. i swear you are the sweetest thing to me. no matter i am happy or not i am sure you are the one i wish to see. if the world ends now, i want to be by your side. i am sorry dear. if am a princess. i want you to be the king! please love me more and more. i am addicted to you. thanks for being a part of my life. thanks for being there for me when ever i need you. i love you!
♥ 4:17 PM
i felt so useless. i used to love staying at home so much. y everything end up like this! i some how hate to stay at home. i felt so stressful, what ever that belongs to me had gone. you took away my things but i remain silent. make me real fuck up when you still add on words to hurt me. what kind of world is this!? nobody care to help. just let it be alright! i really cant take these nonsense anymore. i swear i am leaving! if u happen to see this post, let me tell u one last time ok!
i don't give a damn on what you said. it's total non of your business whether i am coming home anot. since you hate me so much, don't want to see my face. what's the point of me staying and make myself so damn fucking up sad!? frankly speaking, after all you are still my brother. no matter what i always gave you a chance, asked yourself how do you treat me and think about how i treat you.? i loved my family a lot. i cherish everyone, but you shows that you don't! mommy didn't even say anything when i am staying at my boyfriend's house. why you want to be such a kpo! saying that want to teach me a lesson behalf of mommy. what a joke! since young till now, you hit me scold me all these nonsense that you had done. you said you are just helping mommy to teach meimei.. please la. you do so it's just for yourself. i am not your pet! i am not to going let you control my life! i got my way, and please kindly fuck off! you make me gone out of my mind!!! mommy i am sorry.. i didn't want all these to happen. i love you a lot! please don't listen to what korkor say. i didn't done anything wrong. i am still you good daughter. am i? mommy we used to be so close so close so close! but because of some misunderstanding we are drift apart.. tears are rolling down while i am typing this post. give me some time. i'll prove to you that i am not your useless child! papa thanks for trusting me! thanks for protecting me! although you didn't talk much to us. i know that you still love us a lot. i promise i'll stay strong! i'll do better and i'll lead a better life then his. papa i love you too!i cherish my family my love ones. someone just don't understand the meaning of "family".mood=depress
♥ 1:30 AM
Hi I m MaRyPrOx aka Her bf which known as lau shu shu or tiko peh peh. Time pass fast and we are together for 3mths. In this three mths, there are happy and sad moment but we always find ways to solve all these problems. She love mi alot so do I :D . I will always try to make her happy even though sometimes my jokes are cold hehe. She (Rachel) is a very nice ger but nice person always get bully by some so called IDIOTS esp her brother. Her Brother is realli a big bully and one day i'm sure i will help my gf to revange for her. Hey Big Bully Brother dun always take advantage of yr sister hor becareful there is someting call karma or retribution and those ppl who work wif her in MAYBANK which i going to refer that two person. 1 is old women. So old liao retired lar dun always act like a boss n bully newbird lar if my gf never do wrong anytings olso wana give a lesson better becareful hor hope yr son, daughters won't be treating u like how u treated my gf =D another is that 19 yrs old charbo. Hey u eat finish nthing to shit ar keep on wan to backstab my gf or u juz wana PLP known as PO LAMPA better dun okie if not u are cursed 50 yrs no guys will attach to u hehe :D okie lar my gf juz finish her bath now is her turn to blog. gd nite every 1 cya for my nx blog k.
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♥ 8:21 AM
