sian ar.. e whole day staying at hm doin nothin-.-ll' last nite after work my dear came to store wait for me. we both went to 'celebrate'' a fren's birthday! hmm... he is rich but he is oso damn lame lor.. he treat us to drink O.o n sing at 'K BOX'' lor. siao hor.. it's fuckin expensive! there r a total of 12 of us there.. bill came out 400plus!!=.= e whole nite there make me sian.. everyone was gettin high in e nite. but for me, tat nite i was thinkin abt smone. lucky i have my mabel dear ard=) she was wif me when i m feelin down. i tried to control my tears.. but when e moment his words came across my mind i could not hold on to my tears anymore. he really makes me love n hate him at e same time. wat should i do? relationship r makin me crazy!! i m still waiting for him.. i'll STOP only when e feeling has gone=(( i thanks my mabel dear for being wif me all e time. love u alway! MUACKSSS***