time passed pretty fast. i kept all happy moment in my memory.
how i wish i am free from all heart broken and i wont even feel sad for anything.
i hate tears. tears are so annoying.
all wanted a smile. but some people just pleased to do so.
always remember that this is a imperfect world.does that mean that we shouldn't ask for much.take what you have given and that's ALL.is it true!?
hate lies. i believe everyone hate that too.if someone tells you that he/she trust in you.
PLEASE DON'T ABUSE THE TRUST HE/SHE HAD GIVEN!
so what! if you think you are right when everyone says you are wrong.
what's the meaning of being right or wrong?
if i admit that i am wrong. does that really mean that i am wrong?
sometime things that you see might not be real.
sometime things that you hear might not be true.
what a freak world!people are full of lies.
SO PLEASE DON'T TELL OTHERS THAT YOU ARE PERFECT!
no one is to blame for your unhappiness..

♥ 5:06 PM

it's a quite friday night! i am a loner. hah what i can do is to stick with my lappy for this weekend. i am bored. no friends to go out with. no where to go. NO MONEY! Zzzzz..

♥ 12:19 AM

it's a bless to be with him. don't want to think too much on those small matters. i hate quarrels. takes me days or even weeks to recover, even if we are seeing each other everyday. i just cant believed that i still miss him so much. i miss his hug, the way he hug me till i fall asleep in his arm. snore like a pig tat make him suffer. hah. i miss e smell of his room. i miss his bed. i miss him. what i want most is your presence. nothing is ever more important than you. if some day you left me, i'll definitely break down. i can understand that my emotion affect yours, your affect mine too. you want my smile. i need yours too.

♥ 11:41 PM

arhhh~ sucks la! after 12 it's monday again. got to work. damn scary once i think of work. how i wish i can stop working and relax at home without worry about money and things. yea.. day dream! ahah. got to end here. shall blog again tml if i am free to do so. nite guys!
mabel: i knew you will read my blog. haha so glad to see the message you left on my tagboard. hope you are doing good. anyway when you get back your phone call me alright! hehe. take great care my friend! really miss you alot by rachel=))
hubby: shssssssss!!!! you are so noisy! ahah. *muacks*

♥ 11:24 PM

♥ 9:30 AM

To my beloved hubby:
Jason Cai Wei Liang(dear),

i find that I'm super duper sticky to my boyfriend. love him so much till how i wish i can see him or hear from him every single moment. cant imagine how my life would be without him. u have your bad temper so do it. i am sorry for making your day rot. when ever u r looking forward for a joy full day. i destroyed it. i know sometimes i might b sickening cause of my temper. i am a emo queen. haha. u have tried your very best to cheer me up. i know. i can see. i love being dote by you. just want you to know that no matter what i would never ever give up on this relationship. for months i am waiting for is you. you are the seed that i had bear in my heart months ago, now it bosom. i used to take care of it. now we shall took care of it together and let it bear fruits in our relationship. in our hands, we can have a fruitful relationship. i love you for who you are! thanks so much for all the changes you have made for me. and thanks for loving a imperfect me.

from your dearest dear,
Rachel Lim Yan Yee
loves

♥ 12:17 AM

DEAR I MISS U BADLY! I MISS YOUR HUG! now i'm at his hus rotting, probably untill tonight. he's now having lessons and after class he's meeting his secondary school class-mates for gathering. as for me? i am not going anywhere. there's no where i can go cos i'm broke. ahah. somemore i am lazy. i have some photos to post. it's the first time i'm posting photos in my blog. haha strange! it's taken on last sunday, monday and tuesday. and thanks dear for e digital cam. love it! if not i don think i will take the time to edit photos and post it in blog. monday we went for dinner and k session with his friends, chee ping and girlfriend. tuesday went for a heavy dinner at katong's waruku.(that where his sis work at)=))



my birthday gift from dear


SONY T70 from dear













dinner at waruku...


his sis










he's mine!




my handsome boy


END POST! LOVES~

♥ 4:39 PM

piggy hubby! sleep sleep sleep... Zzz while i am blogging. thanks for all the things you have done for me. i know you love me and only me. yeah~ i tried my very best to be a good girl of yours. just want you to know that i really want to have our time. only the two of us. indeed friends are important too. i also miss my friends very much. but now what's most important is you. whatever time i have. i want to save it for you. even it's going out with your group of friends i am really okay with it. as long as i can see you. anyway next week your school gonna start and i am gonna start missing you like crazy. till now i felt that i was living in my dream. cause it really takes time and courage for us to get together. after so much of struggling and heart pain. our relationship have come to these day. there's nothing i hate about you. ever if sometimes there's things that you done really irritated me but my love for you have covered everything. no one is perfect including me, i am not as good as what you thing. forgive me for all my wrong things. love you!

♥ 7:02 PM

i'm craving for accounting. i really want to study. arhh! i shall stop nagging and shut up! haha. today have been a busy workin day for me, working none stop. packing, arranging files, updating loans, check approved loan, bleah bleah bleah~ how i was i can b like this when i am at work. i rather keep myself busy at work while others have something to do but i don have any. make me felt so weird just like an idiot. LOL a stupid idiot! shall end my boring post. got to sleep. good night guys! p.s: i want "OUR" time.....

♥ 11:29 PM