hey! if u were staying with others. would u feel like going back to ur own house? i miss my parents, i envy those who got a brother to care n love them. what about me? where's mine? now my mind is off. all i'm thinking of is those pounds of documents waiting for me to clear tomorrow. shit.! anyway i got my hair cut just now, hopefully tomorrow NO asshole will complain that i don look professional enough.!
ps: there's so much things that i'm pressure with. but who would be the one care to listen and understanding me?

♥ 1:29 PM

LOL..! super stress at work. i m real tired, i have been working OT for 3days after my medical leaves. wednesday i went back, start at 9am but knock off at 9pm and it's the same on thursday. guess what! i think i can break the record of OT queen today. i start from 9am and i knock off at 1am!!!! alright, i shall stop all my complains. i need REST. haha nite~
ps: lonely weekends... T.T

♥ 3:24 AM

i was so sick for the week.! last wed i took half day, intend to see a doctor for my eye checkup. Cause it was so pain tat i cant even concentrate on doing my things while i'm at work. waited for my mum to knock off around 3pm we headed to bedok poly clinic. but the doc said tat my eyes were seriously infected so they need to refer me to the hospital. immediately my mum brought me to CGH A&E, after awhile my dad were oso there. i was given one week of mc and i'm not happy with it. i had just started working and i dont think tat it's good to take a long mc leaves. hopefully after tomorrow's checkup the doc would allow me to return back for work.
ps:thx dear for tolerating and understanding my unreasonable attitude. love you always!

♥ 12:30 AM

money money money! i need them. i'm really damn broke. jus got a job recently. hope i can clear all debts asap.. i dont know what the hell is going on with me. i need some peace. i really wonder should i move back? or should i stay there with him? somehow it's still not my own house. so i am still restricted for doing some things. yes i know, it's a manner. i dont have the rights to do whatever i want. hmm.. it have been 5months i'm staying there. i enjoy those days that we shared. we see each other everyday! quarrels are unavoidable cause we are staying under one roof. but there's always a way we solve our problems alt quarrels are tiring. i am so scare tat i'll b a burden to his family, another person staying with them, the expenses will be higher. somemore, after i quit carls i'm jobless for months. dont even have a single cent to give their parents. i felt so shameful..

ps: happy?

♥ 5:10 PM