To ALL,
my boyfriend treat me very well. i can say that he is the best guy i had never met in my life. and i know that he will be the one, handing hand walk with me in this life. he will not abandon me, he will carry me , protect me. regarding my family, it's all my brother's fault. something happened which my mom listen to his craps and end up ignoring me. my parents agree to let me stay over his house. when the day i move my things out. my dad still told me"please take care of yourself, and dont mess up weiliang's place. as they treat you well, be good to them. papa will see you when i'm free." when i stepped out. dad saw weiliang, weiliang promise to my dad he will take great care of me. my dad smile. my heart bleed, i love them. it's just that i dont understand why? what had i done wrong to my bro? why he treat me like this? no one understand this kind of feelings. i am now under my boyfriends protect and his 100% care, for sure i am save and bless. he is the greatest gift God have given to me. as for me, i fail to be a good girlfriend again and again. i take him for granted, i dont want to lose the feeling of being care. i dont want to lose the feeling of being protect. i do hate myself. cause i am so damn selfish, i fear of losing. i had never felt so loved and protected before. boyfriend is the one the only one who can give me all these. some more now i have lose me family. i didnt mean to show attitude.. i know i am bad. i swear you are the sweetest thing to me. no matter i am happy or not i am sure you are the one i wish to see. if the world ends now, i want to be by your side. i am sorry dear. if am a princess. i want you to be the king! please love me more and more. i am addicted to you. thanks for being a part of my life. thanks for being there for me when ever i need you. i love you!

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