it's a bless to be with him. don't want to think too much on those small matters. i hate quarrels. takes me days or even weeks to recover, even if we are seeing each other everyday. i just cant believed that i still miss him so much. i miss his hug, the way he hug me till i fall asleep in his arm. snore like a pig tat make him suffer. hah. i miss e smell of his room. i miss his bed. i miss him. what i want most is your presence. nothing is ever more important than you. if some day you left me, i'll definitely break down. i can understand that my emotion affect yours, your affect mine too. you want my smile. i need yours too.