arhhhh~ just came home. cried like a fool at my blk void-deck. i fail. fail to be a good girlfriend. fail for bringing happiness. perhaps yes i'm not good enough. i did think for you. what ever i do all is for you.. my words irritate you, my bad. blame myself brainless. cos i didnt think before i speak. i hate the feeling of being ignore by you when you are angry over me. i promise that i wont think so much and let my mood down when i'm with you. i know you care for me. but do you know that i care for you more den anything else. you are so important to me more den any one else. i don care what other ppl say. i don give it a damn. cos i only listen to you words. i thank you for giving me the love and care for the pass one month. i wish to grow old with you.. p.s: change!