jus came back from work. haha don feel tired at all. e whole day i was keeping myself busy. don even dare to slow down. cos i'm afraid tat some thoughts will come in to my mind. today was e second day i didnt called or reply his msg. when i saw his msg i got e urge to call him. there's so many things i wanted to ask n said. haha! wat's e point. i m so stupid. i should know wat ans he gonna give me.. e whole day i was feaking a smile. after work i quickly run off n took a cab. on my way home, as i was listening to songs at e same time e driver uncle was chatting with me. sitting at e back, i realise tat my mind starts reminding me abt him. tears dropping down like water. wat am i going to do? i m gonna break down soon. i miss him. i really do. but wat can i do. nothing.. nothing.. i m a useless freak! all i know is to cry. i have gone crazy. i don know who i can talk to. keep everything to myself is all i can do. e one tat i trust n hope for will not b there for me anymore. still remember u asked me this b4? " y u trust me so much? i always lie to u?" but u jus don understand y. i told u this " cos i simply have trust in u" actually it's all crap! know y? cos e person is no other but is u. cos i believe tat alt u lie to me one day u will choose to tell me e truth. no one can break e trust i have in u. but only u can. haha! wat a joke.i m mentally tired. trying to numb my pain. LOL i guess soon he will forget abt this silly girl tat has done so much for him. hahaha!!!

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