HAHA! yesterday was my off day as usual now every wednesday nite i'll go to double O. i know my limit, i wont drink much. but den, last nite i'm craving for more. things have been troubled me for so long. i cant take it anymore. using such stupid ways making myself drank tot tat i would not feel hurt. i'm sorry guys. i'm drank n acting like a clown making a fool of myself in front of your. but after last nite. i m sure i m going to make e right decisions! things tat doesnt belongs to me, i should give up n let it free!i m willing to wait but no reply from e other. it has been a hard time for me. u r rite! im thinking too much. although i cant bear to let go cos my heart is still there but i got to make it clear! it's not mine! mayb i'm not worth it. i kept u deep inside of my heart. i cherish every single things n moment i spent with u. e words u spoken r always kept in my mind. seen e day we knew each other. i kept every single msg u sent to me in my phone. i hate myself so much when u said i make u felt guilty. i m sure if i stop contacting him, he will not look for me anymore. i rather get hurt n cry for e very last time den dragging it for so long. anyway hope i can forget everything soon. take care n sorry tat i really love u.

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