yoz! haha have been working full shift for a month le. tired~ hmmm.. finally today i'm workin in afternoon shift. tat's y got e time to update my blog. guys~ i'm sorry. i haven link ur to mine. i promise i'll do tat later... this few days other den busy working. everyday no matter before work or after work i'll make my way down to hospitai to see my popo. i'm really tired~ stress~ alot of things happened! wat am i going to do!? actually today i cant go for work de. i'm sick. really sick. but wat can i do. no staff working! tat's e reason they will give me. have been workin long hours everyday. forgot abt my meals. nvm.. my first meal always ate ard 3plus or 4plus. it's ok. haha yesterday even worse. i go for my break ard 8plus. almost faint when i runing ard dinning to help out. hmm.. and i m stupid enough, i didnt heat up e rice my mom bought for me in e MORNING! within 10mins i finish everthing.. quickly went out to help them. after taken a few orders i started feelin giddy n vomit out wat i ate. hmm.. i guess tat's because i ate too fast. when can i stop this kind of life style. i'm bored=x hmm anyway thanks CH for ur accompany!=D

p.s: would u b there for me when i need u.? from now on.. u will b e only one tat can make me cry n let me laugh again! i have no idea how much time u need to take to overcome everthing. but i'm sure tat i'll wait. i cired. i know i'm useless. how can i help? i don know. if i got a second chances. i'll still choose u. tat's no reason y. cos my heart tells me tat it's u. u r e one tat i wan. i have been hurt many times my others. but i realise tat if e one tat hurt me is u. i wont hate u. i'll hate myself more. i'll take it as it's all fault even it's not my fault. i only wan to know n remember how good u r too me. i really don mind waiting n giving u more time. even if i wan to cry. i wont let u know anymore. i would hide myself. but if one day. u wan to give up on me. pls let me know.. alt i really don wish tat u will do tat to me. now it's all depends on u. i got nothing to say anymore. i always wanted to msg u. but i don dare. i scare tat u will find me irritating. tat's y i always wait for ur msg. haha u wont know how happy i am when i received ur msg or ur call. hmm.. 5 years different was not a problem. i m not afraid of being mock or wat. last time i use to scare of those "ppl" when they call me. but now even they called n scold me.. i'm not afraid le. cos i know tat i have u. after so many things happened to me n so many heart broken. i learn to cherish ppl ard me. aspecailly u! haha didnt know tat i got so much things to tell u. but i jus don dare to tell u personally=p pls tell me tat u wan me. pls tell me tat u need me. pls tell me to wait for u. i wan to hear it from u. cos i don have any confident with myself. i will b there for u when u need me. iloveu

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