i m back! haha.. yesterday i went to shushu hus. knew tat he's not feeling well. i wake up at 7 in e morning jus to prepare some food for him. went to e market to buy my ingrediants. haha.. i jus look like a anutie lor.. XD hmm.. xintong. he's sick but i cant take care of him. i cooked a porriage n a veg for him. took a cab down to his place n left e food there. haha.. lame rite?-.- after tat of cos i went for work. from 12 to close. sharon took mc.. i oso don know y. don ask me. haha.. but luckly i got wee guan! hee hee.. overall it's still fun at work alt shi xin ku de=x ding dong!!! knock off le=D yeah~ haha sitted outside 7-11 with guan.. chatting abt BGR. hmm.. wee guan jiayou! ard 11plus we went back. he need to rush home to call his girl. i need to rush home to wait for call. haha=x but whenever i wait for call.. some idiots sure call me de. haha sorry to call those ppl idiots. cos i reaally hate to entertain their calls. i'm getting sleepy liao-.- it's ard 1 plus. haha cos this few day i only manage to sleep for a few hours. huray~ finally he called. bleah..Xp hmm e conversation abt ****** make me sian. when i think abt this person i hate myself so much. hAO ER XIN! alt it's already past. but i jus cant forget. am i stupid or wat! y kana bully oso don know how to say no! sian ar.. i'm really er xin lor. he even ask shushu not to get near me.i felt like crying when he told me. i know u trust me. but i jus felt bad n er xin to let u know wat happened. cos i'm jus a stupid idiot! i hate it. anyway.. ur exams r near! jiayou~ ps:iloveubutihatemyself