yesterday was so horrible! so tired at work. almost faint! cos mon nite went out for e whole nite. e next day work morning shift. starting from 7am! actually i supposed to work at 12 but i have already promised nicholas to help him do preparation and thawing for chinese new year. so i start at 7am instead. begaining i was doing fine. drink 2 cups of coffee to make me stay awake! totally no use! haha.. ard 1plus i am already dying.. cant think of anything.. my mind auto shut down le=x i m down with energy. jus don wish to do anything! even when i took my break.. i didnt eat anything. i was sitting in e office, close my eyes and rest. all i know and all i want is to go home and sleep! haha.. e day seems to b damn long! was counting down e hours to closing seen i start at 7. wait n wait n wait! huray~! finally 9.30 le. can start doing pre-close and after closing i can go hm le=D and thank you wee guan! thank you for helping me to close charbolier. if i m e wan closing.. hahaha i don think we all can go back early le and i'm sure tat end of e day i'll injured myself. hmm.. we finish closin at 11plus. after everything done.. i quickly went up to taxi stand to take a cab home. i know it's a waste of money. but no choose i don want to fall asleep in train. and i don have e energy to walk home after i reached bishan station. haha i rather spend tat 8 bucks to take cab home and faster bath le den sleep. e worse thing is tat today i'm also working morning shift. but start at 8am. hee hee.. thank you laogong for giving me a morning call=D if not i'll still b wondering in my lala land=x after bath and pack my things. i rush down to work. was late! haha but luckly was ryan's shift. no worries! hee hee.. this time round he's e one tat was tired and sleepy! orh bi good~! same as me nv sleep. hmm.. but he's lucky tat he can knock off at 3. not like me, haha need to work FULL shift): and u r blessed to have crew like me ok! haha.. help u to look after store. let u slack in e toilet! hahaha=x and pls la.. u sleep for abt 2 hrs ok. and i help u with e complaints! kana scolding from e malay customer! all because of u!!! bleh=p toopid ryan kee! erm.. today there's a unexpected lunch crowd.. omg~! damn lots of ppl lor=/ sian.. was doin cashier alone. talk like siao.. and i got to take care of cp oso. busy busy busy sia.. take order.. pack order.. send order.. one person's pay but need to do 3 person's job-.- all because of ryan! he said he's giddy.. cant work. so during e lunch crowd.. i was runing ard e store like crazy while ryan sit in his office to key in e invoices. haha he's not tat curel towards me la. he did helped when i really cant handle. i can understand tat he's really tired and lack of sleep(: hee hee.. after work. it's 6pm le. went down to boon keng! went to my auntie house for dinner. it has been such a long time i didnt saw them. miss them so much especially my grandma=D we were have steamboat! chatting, eating and drinking. hee hee. i don drink=x was chatting with my piao jie. hmm.. know tat she got a bf le. xian mu ta(: cos heard from her tat her bf really treat her very well. they r still in e honeymoon period(: sweet^^ we stay there till 10plus.. went home together. haha.. wish everyone a happy rat year! hope tat everyone's dream will come ture=D BE BLESS!

it's a new year a new begaining! but somehow i received a bad news from my fren. alt we r not tat close. but i do care for him. hoping tat he is always doing fine. didnt expected tat things changes so fast. i don wish to write e incident tat happened to my fren on blog. it might b boring. cos i'm writing for e sick of my feelings. in this world everything u see now, it wont b e same all e time. always cherish one another. jus now i was so shock when i received e bad news. suddenly, i break into tears.. cried out loud on my way home. i really don know y i'll b like this? thinking of how he will b hurt from all those tots tat is on his mind. thinking of how he would b able to over come every emotions. how i wish i can talk to him see him.. ask abt e incident.. b there to cheer him. if he wan to scold or hit someone. i m willing to b e one! stupid me. i wont b able to see him unless he say he wan to see me. how many times i want to call him... but i don dare. he said he don want to b disturb. is he alrite? wat can i do? i hope tat he will find someone to share his troubles. don keep everything to heart. fren! no one can fully understand u or how u feel.. unless u r willing to share! i'm sorry. i did a very stupid thing.. untill u told me wat happened. I'M REAL SORRY! within this few days i wont contact u.try to cheer up. ppl tat dotes on u would like to see u smile. peng you! anyway take great care alrite.

hmm.. i'm getting sleepy le. going off to sleep. good nite!

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