21/2/2008, thursday

hmm.. sorry guys. was real busy at work. didnt have e time to blog. n i really hate this day.. hate myself so much. quarrel with htoo2. maybe it's all my fault. i don really care abt it anymore.. i have been tolerating this company for so long. treat me like ur dog? or maid? help ur so much.. your didnt appreciated what i have done. i have never fail to do what ur want me to do. scold me when it's not my fault.. i tolerated. promised to promote me. but when? hmm.. it's ok. i don need it anymore. intend to quit. ur r curel to me.. but i wont treat u guys like tat. i'll wait for e company to hired more staff.. in this 3 years with this company. there's ups and downs. i'm glad tat i know alot of great friends in this company. n i'll always remember lawson chen! last time when i was a part timer. i used to have bad working attitude. he's e one tat change my working attitude. love those days tat work with him. thanks lawson! hmm.. now i jus simply hope tat i can quit as soon as possible. i'm tired! really tired! n wat.. in e afternoon my mom received a call from my auntie. said my popo was sent to hospital. at tat min i break in to tears. how i wish i'll b able to c her. i ask myself.. how long i haven been to her hus to visit her? my excuse will b.. i'm tired after my work. i'm not free.. i'll visit her when i'm free.. even when she's sick. i didnt borther to visit her. what kind of grandchild am i? but this time i really want to c her. i miss her. i love her. i want her. she's e greatest grandmother.! after work.. ard 11 plus i rush down to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. went to A&E to check for ward n bed no. when i went up to e ward.. e nurse said she's still in A&E.. asked me wait outside. they will call me when they have sent her up. waited for an hours plus.. she's here. it hurts when i saw she suffering.. but she still said she's ok. i accompany her for awhile.. after awhile she nag at me. n i cried out infront of her. she hold me hands askin me what's wrong. i'm not sad because she nag at me. it's jus tat i missed her nagging at me. i always don have time for her. last time i scared of her nagging.. but now.. i don mind. i wan her to nag at me whenever i saw her.. popo.. ni yao jiayou! meimei ai ni..
p.s: cai shushu~ xiexie ni de an wei. u must take care of ur health too ok. sleep eariler!=) (23/2/2008)

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