thanks dear for sendin me hm. love ya!(: i m totaly pissed off! jus recevied a call from a guy tat i don know lor.. sian.. i tot my didi call me so i pick up e call. cos there's no number! in e end i have been disturb by him.. i didnt saw him b4 n don know who he is! he ask me to guess who he is!? siao lor.. he said he saw me b4 n know where i'm stayin cos he live near to my hus. he asked me alot of questions.. he's bian tai de lor.. questios like.. am i attached? how many ex bf i got? how close did i get wif all my bf? am i a V? and all those er xin de thingy lor.. he kept askin me to give him a chance to b my bf n give him a chance to get close wif him.. he really irritates me! jus now he asked me to go his hus.. if not he will cm up to my hus! wa liao.. sian lor.. this kind of ppl oso have! i m damn angry lor.. but i don dare to scold him.. can u find someone as stupid as me! cryin on e phone n say no to tat guy! stupid rite!? i know i am! he's not e first one tat say those er xin thingy to me. i m really disappointed wif guys! y i cant find e one tat love me for who i am! i m sorry ok! i m not tat kind of girl u all wan! i m not a bitch! u guys r makin me felt cheap by talkin wif ur! wat r ur thinkin abt? i don understand lor); i m jus a ordinary girl lookin for ture love! cant u all understand! i jus wan a simple relationship tat last forever ok!!! don come n tell me i look sweet ok!! cos i felt myself UGLY lor.. if u r goin for looks.. u can find other pretty babes ok!? y it always happened to me? now i'm really scare i don dare to walk out of my hus lor.. somemore i always came back from work very late.. i scare he will wait for me at my blk.. tat guy say he will wait for my ans untill i say yes! stupid! pissed off! sian.. e one tat i love is alway givin me a cold shoulder.. those tat i don know always look for me. arhhh.... sian lor.. sometimes i really hate myself so much! Y CANT I HAVE A LONG LASTIN LOVE!? do u love me? or u don?

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