(: my heart has been filled up wif ur love! :) thanks for ur care! i'll try to hold on..but sometimes e ppl tat we love is't e one tat we really love. sometimes e one tat we couldnt get together wif might b e one tat we really love. i'll rather choose e one tat love me more den i do. it's tiring to love someone. he might not know tat u love him. he might treat u as fren or sis. wat if he know? wat if he find out? he might jus simply avoid u. tat's more worse! not even frens anymore.. at last who's e one tat get hurts! it's me! even if e relationshipe don last.): i wont b tat sad.. to prevent myself from gettin hurt again. i choose to b selfish.. i m sorry!