i admit tat i'm a fool! i m wrong.. i shouldnt trust u! wat did i get? nothing! total disappointed wif u.. i think i'm not e one for u! y don u tell me earlier.. y u left me cule to find out e truth.. i rather b a fool den knowin all this.. so tat i can b happiler. but now! i cant pretend i know nothing.. i hope tat we will jus end it like this. can we?? seein other gers tryin to get close to u.. i m so worried.. but i still hold on wif my trust in u.. untill i found e truth.. i know tat not only u r lying to me. all along i'm so lying to myself! hahaha wat a joke.. i m waitin for someone.. but i don know wat he is thinkin.. i m tired of guessin n waitin.. i wish to get e answer i wan! fear of losing him! fear of being treat as a fool again! i know tat i m thinkin too much.. but all this is true.. i don dare to fall.. can i rely on u? can i share my happiness wif u? i m still thinkin.. i think i love u but i don know y!? there's alway a question to get a answer! i got e question.. do u have e answer? i should give myself more time.. seriously i m tired of waiting!